This is life

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Psalm 103

Praise the LORD, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits- who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,
who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
The LORD works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed.
He made known his ways to Moses, his deeds to the people of Israel:
The LORD is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love.
He will not always accuse, nor will he harbor his anger forever;
he does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities.
For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him;
as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.
As a father has compassion on his children, so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him; for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust.
As for man, his days are like grass, he flourishes like a flower of the field;
the wind blows over it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more.
But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children-
with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.
The LORD has established his throne in heaven, and his kingdom rules over all.
Praise the LORD, you his angels, you mighty ones who do his bidding, who obey his word.
Praise the LORD, all his heavenly hosts, you his servants who do his will.
Praise the LORD, all his works everywhere in his dominion.
Praise the LORD, O my soul.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

My dad is here

My dad is visiting me in England. He is my first visitor in a year and a half. He arrived yesterday morning. I hadn't seen him since June! That is, by far, the longest amount of time I have ever gone without seeing him. He's excited to be here and he went into London today all by himself because I had some other things to do. But tomorrow we are off to the Southeast-Salisbury and Bath and who knows where else...then Hay-on-Wye in Wales, which is a precious little village full of used book shops. There are around 50 used book shops in this town, it's amazing. Wye is the river, so the town is just on the river. I went there for about 2 hours once on a Wales tour...and loved it!! Always have wanted to go back and am looking forward to visiting it again. We'll stay overnight around there and then go to Warwick castle and some other places on Friday-possibly head up to York (another of my fave places) and stay another night. There's just so much to see and do-it's really difficult to decide on what to do or not do. Plus everything is expensive and my dad has always been very frugal, so it's interesting! But we are having a good time and talking and talking! I told him he talks too much. He said he's NEVER heard that before :-) He leaves Wednesday.
Hope you are well and happy and loving life!

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

A Wonderful True Story

I just read this story and watched the film and it really touched my heart, so I wanted to share it with you. Please take a moment to watch the video, it's a precious story.

GREECE, N.Y. -- Alone in the gym after practice, Jason McElwain went through his elaborate pregame ritual.
The 17-year-old senior, manager of the Greece Athena High School basketball team, drained a 3-pointer, a double-pump layup and a free throw, kissed the back of his ring finger at center court and sped off to the dressing room to exhort and amuse his teammates.
"You've gotta give it everything you got!" McElwain sang in rap verse. "The winner goes home all happy/The loser goes home and says/'Mommy we lost the game, wah wah wah!"'
McElwain, who is autistic, was back in his role as an all-around motivator on the eve of a sectional semifinal game Tuesday night -- handing out water bottles, dispensing tips, helping run drills. Two weeks earlier, he suited up for a game and delivered a jaw-dropping performance.
His play drew national attention, and a flood of calls from Hollywood. His parents have received inquiries from about 25 production companies ranging from The Walt Disney Co., parent of ESPN, and Warner Bros. to independent documentary filmmakers.
"I don't know what I'm walking into," McElwain said.
In his team's final home game of the season, McElwain entered with four minutes to go. It was his first and only appearance for the Athena varsity team in this Rochester suburb. The 5-foot-6 manager hit six 3-point shots and a 2-pointer and was carried off the court on his teammates' shoulders.
His triumph was captured on a student video that made the rounds of the television networks. The school was besieged with calls and e-mails from parents of children who have autism, a little-understood developmental disorder.
"We have an obligation as a society to find a way to include people with different abilities," said the school's athletic director, Randolph Hutto, whose 12-year-old son, Joshua, is autistic. "This, hopefully, will help open doors for some people, or open some eyes."
McElwain, who didn't begin talking until he was 5, still lacks social skills but has learned to cope well in his teens, said his special-education teacher, Diane Maddock.
"He might talk a little loud, laugh a little too long or not be able the read the body language or even the tone of voice of a person, but it's not a big difficulty," Maddock said. "If you call him on it, he will acknowledge it, say 'OK, you're right, I shouldn't have said that or laughed when I laughed."'
"This couldn't happen to a nicer kid," she added.
Considered too small to make the junior varsity, McElwain signed on as manager, then took up the same role with the varsity to stay near the sport he loves. Amazed at his dedication, coach Jim Johnson had him suit up for the home finale. There was no guarantee he would play -- Athena was battling for a division title -- but he got in when the Trojans opened a large lead.
"It was like a big old bucket and I was just hitting them like they were free throws," McElwain said. "I just felt relaxed."
The coach couldn't believe what he was seeing.
"He's been my right-hand man, he's there every day and just getting him the opportunity to suit up was emotional enough for me," he said. "For him to come in and seize the moment like he did was certainly more than I ever expected. I was an emotional wreck."
Because he played in just one regular-season game, McElwain was ineligible for sectional play. But he's not bothered.
"I just want to win as a team, not individually," he said.
What's more, he prides himself on having a lot of friends.
"I'm not really that different," he said. "I don't really care about this autistic situation, really. It's just the way I am. The advice I'd give to autistic people is just keep working, just keep dreaming, you'll get your chance and you'll do it."

Monday, March 13, 2006

I love salmon

Who knew? I've been living a lie for so long believing that I was a salmon hater because I hate the taste of fish...and I tried salmon a few years ago and it tasted fishy, so I hated it. Tonight I made some grilled salmon because I really wanted to like salmon since it's so ridiculously healthy and everyone else around me loves it! So I tried again and it was WONDERFUL. It did not taste anything like fish. It just tasted like perfection. I'm so happy now because I really have wanted to like salmon for so long. This is excellent news to me.